Last night was my last smoking night.
In order to seal the deal, I smoked myself silly. The objective was to make myself sick on them so that I wouldn't want one anytime soon, get me over the hump, etc. I succeeded. I gagged about 900 times as I smoked 15 cigarettes in 3.5 hours. My head hurt, my throat burned, I kept almost passing out, hallucinations and delirium. It was BAD. I talked to my last cigarette, told it how much I hated it, how they were killing me, and that I didn't need them anymore.
This morning I still feel like shit. Head/throat/and abdomen for some reason. Wish me luck.
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i'm quiting next week. it's like we'll be in a gang. A non-smoking bitchy gang.
We should do some normal stuff that won't convince us to go off the wagon.
Ya yall should quite anf do normal stuff like hump but u aimt got nobody fooled ya cant quit
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