to do: everyfuckingthing

I'm stressed out.

For the last two weeks, my right lower eyelid has had a tic. I have also been prone to right temple headaches in addition to several frustrating and upsetting dreams. The capper? My skin is threatening to revolt: last week I was only just able to crush a rebellion uprising on my nose, and now my left cheek is looking suspect. Why is my body in such distress?

the big shit

1. GMAT exam is Feb 5
2. DICK people at work making my job a constant battle
3. House is a mess

Then there are the little retarded things that manage to stress me out, like I need to sort out papers and burn CDs and reframe photos and stupid shit that I know I shouldn't worry about but I am.

My friend called me last night to tell me she just got engaged. This is adjacent to yet another area of stress in my life, the one that involves the scenario of me dying alone. I'm also going to be 29 in three months.

Fuck, I have to stop doing this before I just completely lose it.