Whoa. I just had a heavy walk from the cafeteria. I went there to get a little something to tide me over--ended up getting a side of vegetables since my body was crying for anything nutritious after the PARADE of gluttony I embarked upon yesterday. Anyway, I started to walk out and suddenly thought how dramatic it would be if I just fainted on the sidewalk. The guys eating outside would jump up and rush to my side admist the spilled cauliflower and green beans. Plus I would be able to go home early, an added bonus. THIS BIT HAS BEEN EDITED OUT. I thought ALL of this while walking back from the cafeteria.

Whenever I get into an emotional quandary, I will revert to a robotic stoicism: don't think about boys, focus on work. Study for GMAT. Get into grad school. Quit smoking. Work out. It helps me to maintain self-preservation. Actually it helps me to avoid my problems. What was the problem? My brain's so twisted up right now. This post was shit.

The vegetables, however, were really good. I'm always surprised when I like something I desperately hated as a child.